Okay this is way off the dating and sexy topic...but I discovered something super human about my self...that now gives a soothing feeling as well.
I am not sure if it's nerve ending or fatigued muscle but when ever I glide a nail or finger across my right breast...it contracts on it's own...call it a muscle spasm or what ever...it is truly a site to see...I'm beginning to wonder if I should use it as one of my...what strange thing can you do gag...besides putting my fist in my mouth...or crossing one eye...or making my nostrils wiggle...my right tit has a mind of it's own.
Now I guess I have to back track a lil bit...when having a mastectomy...you have several options to choose from when having reconstruction...on the right side I chose to have my Latissimus muscle moved to the front..to create a breast...interesting right...well the first thing that happened is...when ever I would touch my boob I could feel it in my back because muscles have memory...and it believes that it's still in my back...not my words but the doctors... after me saying um why is that happening?
Now this! My boobs reaction to touch is awe inspiring and yet weirdly calming and sensitive it's something I do to relax my self or just see if it will do it again and how long it might...I know what your thinking...what the hell are you talking about and why are you talking about it...but I think it's terrifically interesting and apparently you do too cause you read this far...I may even be up to showing it to you..cause it is a sight to see indeed.
Well, I pray it's nothing serious but I kind of hope it doesn't go away this is the most sensation I have had in that area since I had surgery.
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