Okay...I'm seriously trying to not have my feelings hurt...but I can't seem to get this off my mind.
What does it say about you (me) when your friends don't see enough in you to hook you up with and eligible guy... especially when the person they were gonna hook someone up with doesn't date outside their race...but you know for sure that I do.
How am I supposed to take that... and when I ask...all you can say is oh... um you know I'm looking...what is it... do you think I'm too much?... I mean what is i?... are you trying to protect me from something...are you trying to protect him from something... I mean what is it? She's good enough but not me... and she is for sure gonna turn him down cause that is not her preference!
Friends have an interesting way of making you feel some sort of way... and to say I don't care... well that would be a lie cause I'm blogging about it right... so my feelings are a lil hurt...clearly...hurt.
So the question is... is there a lesson to be learned from this... or do I just shrug it off... is it enough to to say hmmm this person...who I thought was a friend...has some sort of feelings about me that I had no idea about...or maybe I am taking it way to personal... either way... there is something that kept you from thinking of me...when you thought someone would be good for your guy friend.
What I do know is that what is meant for you is meant for you... and nothing can change that... so maybe she actually is doing me a favor...protecting me from something that eventually will end badly... I don't know... but it makes me think...There is something you feel is missing from me...or you just don't think that much of me to hook me up! I could be being very dramatic right now... but at this moment... that's how I'm feeling.
I'll be okay...it will be fine and I will get over it...but it definitely makes one think!
